Sunday, January 8, 2012
Sometimes
I wish I can go somewhere were no one can find me. I feel so caged in and limited in what I can do that I don't even feel like my own person. It's frustrating to have someone so dependent on you to the point where they are your constant shadow. Nor do they respect the personal space and time you need. I feel like there is no such place where I can be alone and I'm slowly going crazy because of that fact. Sometimes I feel like punching the wall or punching someone's face. I don't know I get so angry but this one particular person just pushes my buttons like no other. I have never felt so much anger and annoyance in one emotion that it's almost dizzying. I try to control my anger and give this person several chances but HE DOESN'T SEEM TO GET IT IN HIS THICK SKULL! No matter the topic if I tell him I don't want to talk about it or it bothers me he DOESN'T NOT STOP TALKING ABOUT IT! HE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT HOW I FEEL. ONLY HIS GODDAMN SELF!
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